Monday, February 28, 2011

Say what?

I really have the most fucked up love life. Here I was dating someone who broke up with me to get back with his ugly ex, treat me like shit to do so, then ignore me for some reason. Now, I have someone asking not to go on a date, but to be friends with benefits. I really do not know how to feel about this. What the hell do you say to that? I mean I know I don't put out that easy, cus that's how you end up prego with diseases. I mean I do like him, or did, but I don't know how I feel about him now. Every time I see him I like him, but when hes not around I dont. Can't I just find a really sweet cute guy, that I find absolutely attractive, who doesn't have any feelings for anyone else but me? Who I can be completely open and honest with, and visa versa?

PS Wouldnt mind if it was like Caleb in the last PLL episode hahah. SOOOO CUTE AND SOOO HOT!!