I need to start doing things for myself. I need to make my own decisions and go for what I want. When things get tough I always ask other people what I should do, but now that I'm thinking about it, it's never what I wanted. I never really liked you, I only went for you because everyone else talked you up. Now your being a jealous dick. Sorry Im not sorry. Im in college and I will do whatever the fuck I want, thank you very much. Freshman year so legit because I would go to a party and make out with whomever. Now I do that and I get judged. You are all cool. How about you let me live my life and let me do me. K? K.